Fuck this life! I hate it man. Totally hate it. If dying is not painful, i will choose to die instead of living in this sick and tiring world. I wish to live, live happily, but this things keep forcing to think otherwise. I want to be cheerful, I want to be joker, I want to make people laugh, but why cant they let me continue... Seriously I cannot take this fuck up life. I am not what I used to be....

Ever since I went to poly, something changes. I want to be 3 yr old child! I want to be a child who only knows how to eat, play and sleep. If now I can choose not to grow up to become more matured, I will be a child instead...

If you guys want to make my life miserable, come , lai lai, i am not scared. I will tell u all, come on and make me crazy. Let see who will be the crazy one. __ __ FUCK!