What should I put it? Business Finance Test over, MBS online test over, APEL and BOE stuffs handed in, I should say I still have a long way to go! However, I left 4 weeks in which I will not attending UT lessons anymore!! Plus, I will skip one lesson of UT, which will left me 3 lessons!! Horray! I don't give a fucking damn care to this CDS! It's Crap!! As long I pass, I am satisfied with it.

Aim:
MBS: B+
HRM:A
Business Finance:A
APEL:Pass
BOE:Pass
Psychology:A
UT:C+ or B

These will make up at least gpa 3.5? I hope so and my cumulative gpa will be around 3.5? I hope so. So long I am still on the 3.smth mark, I am glad. All the subjects I can put in a little bit more of effort, but not for UT!! Fuck It UT!!

17-7-2009. 3 mths after the death of Wei Cai. I still rmb it is 13-4-2009. I wanted to post this on monday but this few days I am busy, thus I didnt post. So, today, I will post my feelings. What is it like after you like inside the coffin? What is the feeling of dying? lying motionless? I wonder. From Monday, I have been thinking of death. How is it feel like losing your love ones? How is it feel like when you aren't able to filfull your life long dreams when you are dead? I guess nobody knows until you lie inside the "bed".

Life. It is what we used to define as precious. But how must we really maintained it? Family. It is what we used to define as warmth, But how am I going to maintained this warmth and love in this Lee Family? Marriage. It is what we used to define as the end road of love. So how are we going to prevent this marriage from becoming a end road of love? I really hope that I all I can see peace, warmth, love and harmony in family. But Why? God is testing me, testing this family I should say. Everyday, I will hear tons and tons of quarrelling between Mum and Dad. Why is this happening? FUCK! I cannot take this anymore. Yet, I am still surviving in this family. Elder sister is getting divorce. I should, already. Seeing Trevor, I felt pity about it. He cannot have a complete family background. I should I am lucky because I managed to get a " complete family" for 18years. But, Trevor is just 4years old and I can't even have this kind of feeling. Never Mind! Jiu Jiu(uncle) which is me will give all I can to ensure that you grow up fearless and happiness!!

2nd sister is going to marry, but, is she scared of divorce after seeing so many cases? Yesterday morning, Mum received a call from an auntie that her daughter is getting divorce after having 2 kids. WTF! I know it is common nowadays, but cant adults live in harmony and love? Why must they always ended up divorce? Well, I am still 18 and things are yet to be learned. Perhaps when i get my bloody cert and go out work, I will only know what it is like to be an adult's mentality.