I think I have found "that" motivation that I want all along. I want to use this motivation to pursue my dream. This dream is not considered as big dream, but still its about my aspiration, my passion, my my drive to success. Its the first step of success.

I guess now life is not exciting for me for these few weeks. Partly is because of my injury that kept me out of activities. Partly also I am just too bored , no mood to go out, until I found this motivation.

Okay, I will tell you this motivation. Its that girl, that ideal girl that I always been talking about to Samuel, Faiz. I have found that ideal girl man. I do not have to woo her, as long I can admire that girl, that ideal girl, I will be more or less happy. It not crush, its not 3mins love. Its just that she is that ideal girl. I don't care whether she is single or attached, as long its ideal girl. I am fine with it because its a motivation for me. Nothing else. It will be enough for me to work hard, work even harder to my goal. =)))))